If 6 people who matter to me couldn't remember my birthday, then what's the point?
I have made my birthday viewable only to me on Facebook, so I didn't expect anyone to wish me there and I have made my peace with that. I don't want people to wish me just because one thing reminds them to and I don't like that as well.
I have very limited friends and I am/was happy with that. I don't feel the need to have many friends as well. There's a group of us whom I would call close friends. My definition of "close friends" is very complicated and it will take forever to write about it.
Anyway my point is not one remembered that it was my birthday and only wished me when I had posted a picture in Instagram taking about my birthday late last night. (introverts do that). I don't know why they forgot and I am just feeling so bummed out about it. (Get over it is what I keep saying to myself). There are lot of thoughts going on in my head right now and I am just trying to come up with a good reason as to why they forgot and its keeping me up.
Don't I matter to them ? Am I a bad friend ? Do they not consider me to be their friend (forget being close).
In the end, all I have is "Forget about it man. Life sucks and you are an adult now. Shit happens".
To sum up as to how I feel is "its like 10 times worse than when manchester united loses".
Sorry about grammatical mistakes and other stuff.
Fuck you guys.
I have made my birthday viewable only to me on Facebook, so I didn't expect anyone to wish me there and I have made my peace with that. I don't want people to wish me just because one thing reminds them to and I don't like that as well.
I have very limited friends and I am/was happy with that. I don't feel the need to have many friends as well. There's a group of us whom I would call close friends. My definition of "close friends" is very complicated and it will take forever to write about it.
Anyway my point is not one remembered that it was my birthday and only wished me when I had posted a picture in Instagram taking about my birthday late last night. (introverts do that). I don't know why they forgot and I am just feeling so bummed out about it. (Get over it is what I keep saying to myself). There are lot of thoughts going on in my head right now and I am just trying to come up with a good reason as to why they forgot and its keeping me up.
Don't I matter to them ? Am I a bad friend ? Do they not consider me to be their friend (forget being close).
In the end, all I have is "Forget about it man. Life sucks and you are an adult now. Shit happens".
To sum up as to how I feel is "its like 10 times worse than when manchester united loses".
Sorry about grammatical mistakes and other stuff.
Fuck you guys.
